Push it up and it all falls down...

Hello dear reader, Yesterday I was made a fool of my a girl that I loved. I use the past tense because she has achieved what she wanted from me and she has it.

You can dump someone and not give them any reason and ability to discuss it. you can contact them 2 months later and rekindle the love and plan to meet and talk and heal.

You can't make arrangements for a holiday together and back out of them at the last second. You just can't rip up a heart the first time and tear it to shreds a second time.

For so long she said she was a horrible person and I disagreed because she has some hefty self esteem issues, you know she has a good heart. But now...

Obi - Evil and revelling in it.