Rocky Road and Icecream...

Well it has been a rocky road with cash currently, cards eaten by ATMs and or should I say 2 cards in a matter of a month.
I really wonder what life is trying to say... My girl is causing me a little distress, it seems every conversation has her imitating a baby bird, more the hand open than the beak but you catch my drift. Now for me, money has been inconsistent and tight the last 2 months nad as much as I like to indulge and be generous and kind, i just cant be at the moment.
As it is now I am waiting for my bank in Oz to send me my replacement ATM card and I have no money at all to speak of.
goals set for myself and deadlines nad promises are all dancing like a warped Ballet in my head and I can only deal with what is happening today, and sometimes tomorrow but that is a tough thing when zou are supposed to be organised up the waahzoo...
I dunno we will see what happens.
birthday is coming and another decade rears its head...