70th Birthdays

My father had his 70th birthday and I could not be there. Quite disappointing but I know he would have had a good time last night. It was a catered party and all his old friends and close family were present. They all had a great time while I slept with a raging fever in my bed in Poland.

Today is saturday and at least a week since I worked, I am going loopy. I have discovered sadly that I need structure in my life I need work and I need somewhere to be to motivate me. Now that is sad! Considering I have been modelling myself all my life as a lazy bugger!

Another disturbing observation I have noticed is that I talk to myself. Yes I live alone and spend many of my evenings alone but this whole talking to myself is getting out of hand! Firstly more often now it is in Polish and secondly I don't always agree with myelf...

I definitely need a change of pace in my life and I HOPE the new year will bring something worthwhile my way. Other wise I am just a aging English Teacher that is wasting himself in a small corner of Poland...